Listening and Learning

After having gone through the "stress" of fessing up to my actions its all kind of hit me. I am lucky to even be living right now, to be in a house where i am safe, to wear shoes, to have a bed, to go to school even. All of these things are a blessing. About the whole sign thing, i did not have to turn in the sign to the police department, I had to go over to Jennys house and talk to her. I had to tell her what I had done, disappointment is much worse to have to deal with than anger. I would much prefer someone to be angry at me than for them to be disappointed. and i have the feeling that I'm not the only one who would feel this way. But i had to tell Jenny everything that happened that night, and how i even brought my little sister along with me. (that had to be the stupidest part of the evening) She kept telling me that she was disappointed especially since i know better, but that she forgave me despite my actions. She could tell that i had learned a lesson through the event and that it would never happen again. It was a good week of learning for me. I am lucky to now have a man who will never leave me or forsake me. and will love me despite my imperfections. And whats crazy about this guy is that i really don't mind sharing him with you. :)